Yesterday didn't start out too well ... When I left for work, I tried backing out of the garage with the door still down. I was easing out and I realized pretty quick what I was doing ... or wasn't doing, as the case may be and thereby ended up only leaving a small dent in the door. I know I'm not a morning person, but I'm usually a bit more awake than I appeared to be yesterday. Maybe my mind was just somewhere else.
Yesterday was my first born's birthday. I really miss living so far away on occasions like this. While he does have the pressures of supporting a wife and three kids, he still appears to be in his 20's to me ... maybe that's because I'm still stuck in my 40's, so he can't be there himself.
I was really off yesterday when it came to eating right. I keep telling myself to get back to the basics but I'm just not handling temptation well.
We went to Gracie's and Jacob's Christmas program in the evening and it was a very nice program and the kids seem to enjoy the songs they sang. It was very crowded and we knew to get there early. Afterward we stopped to get a bite to eat and I honestly took the approach that I had ruined the day already ... might as well get a sandwich and fries. I got away from that kind of thinking over the past four months ... why is it returning?