Mid Week

This week ... how would I describe it so far. Good news with a little "stinkin thinkin". I'm not a big fan of Mondays. It's genuinely hard getting back into the work routine. I've got to push myself a little harder on Mondays. I had a voice mail when I to the office. It was a reminder. I wrote it down but quickly forgot about it until very late in the afternoon. By then, it was too late to do anything about it. I screwed up and disappointed someone. It broke my spirit and it takes me about twice as long to recover from a broken spirit. Things were resolved by Tuesday and it was "no harm ... no foul", but I still screwed up and let someone down for a moment. I kept thinking what else have I done wrong or not done. My confidence was crushed. I'm coming out of it now but why do I do this? It doesn't help any to dwell and rehash but it has become a tendency of mine. One good thing that did happen Monday evening was that I lost 3 pounds. I worked hard last week and I saw the results. Could I have tried harder ... you betcha!